thiz is me....now.

[taattoohottie]

Hi everyone!

Got to say, this site and you people has been helping me alot =) thanks.
Your pictures are sooo awesome and i want to be skinny too..<3

I live on my own, in different town of my family. So they can't make me to eat if i don't want. They have no idea about my life in here. It's toooo weird. And i hate my body.. I hope it would be at least couple sizes smaller..

One that has helped me to lose weight, is cigarettes. I feel that they take away hunger. But i don't know if it does bad to my metabolism. I don't know if it has any effect to it or not.

I'll be writing here in future more

[taattoohottie]

ok today i can post my pic here...
if this works, this is me:

[taattoohottie]

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[taattoohottie]

I haven't been writing here for long time.
But i'm doing well =) I've been in a hospital but got out of there imploring that my school is so important... So i wasn't a long time there. Was such a pain to be there.. Never going back.
Just got to pretend them that i'm ok and blahblahblah.
I don't now write more, so,
stay strong, everyone!

[PinkFaerie]

You are sooo pretty!! I love your collarbones

[taattoohottie]

Well, back again!

Haven't been online for a while.
I hadn't got a home, so i had to stay at my friends places or try to survive on the street. That wasn't so much fun. Never know where to sleep but the good part was that me and my friends didn't eat a lot. Our money was spent to .. well, something else. That helped me to lose weight!

But now, i got a boyfriend and we live together.
I hate that he always suspect that i'm throwing up in toilet, when i go after dinner there. Yes, that IS what i do there, but he don't need to know it.
He has said that "u are so skinny i don't want that you lose weight, not a single kilo, you should get more weight..."..blahblahblah.
I suppose that is what we all hear a lot, yea?

Now i know the perfect way (for me) to lose weight,
but i'm sorry i can't tell it 'cause it ain't legal.

I love collarbones they are so so so cute!
And hip-bones also. They are my fav.

Food is my enemy as long as i get a perfect body.
And if i ever will be happy to my body, it doesn't matter.
Food is and will always be my enemy.

Luv ya, keep ur heads up!