it's so hard....

[ThinMint06]

Okay. Enough is enough. I'm limiting myself to 600 calories a day until I am done being pissed at myself. I'm also going to the gym everyday. No excuse in me being such a fat whore, as my roommate would say. I guess I'm a little hurt. Mostly because it's true. I am. I hate my body and I don't have any excuse not to slim down. I'm so angry I could SCREAM!!!! Tomorrow I'm waking up early to kick my ass into shape. No more miss. fatty pants. No sir.

*Shrink290 thanks hon for all the support. I just feel so alone sometimes. No one understands why I'm so obessed about one slice of pizza. To me it DOES matter. Ah! I just get so frustrated. Thanks for listening

[DollyAna]

AWHH,chick try not to feel so alone,at least when you come here people understand the issues you have with food,body image,weight,loneliness etc...hope the 600 cal's gets you the results you want,take care...

[runnergirl]

Good luck with the 600 cals! It sounds like a good plan, I'm slowly working my way down. Try not to feel too alone, all of us here have those kind of days, but we can make it through!

[ThinMint06]

Good news everyone! I did super good today!! GO ME!

my mom is coming up to school on Saturday, so I'll have to eat more then, but I can probably hide it. I went to a Mary-Kay part. It was a lot of fun. I'm pretty bummed because I can't afford the make-up and I looked way cute with it.

My dad is a jerk and won't help me out with the college expenses. I'm not being greedy. It's just so expensive. I wish I had my car so I could get a waitressing job. I'm cute enough and made awesome tips. Plus it's a great workout. Then again, it's probably a good thing, acedimically that I don't.

[L_Z]

i know what you mean by studying being expensive...my mum would give me the money if she had, but now I have to find a real job to make real money...but that's great ya doing well! I'm also on 600cals, it's not that difficult I thought it would be. Just remember to drink a lot, it helps! keep your spirits up!

[DollyAna]

yes good luck hun,sounds like you're doing well...

[ThinMint06]

hello girls!

so I'm going to have a lot of fun this weekend, but not going to eat. that should be pretty easy since my family is on a tight budget. i'm doing a 5k walk this sat. so that should help a little. i'm going to the gym tomorrow. do some running and weights. that should feel good. and i'm going to try my very best to fast. i'll work out early so i can sloth around all day.

i run out of energy easily. hmmm.

my boyfriend was treating me like a 5 yr old saying i can't have a scale. his sister put a thing online saying she eats all this food, food food food. and she's sooo skinny *haha*! shut-up. we'll see who is soooo skinny this Christmas. I don't like her, can you tell? so she's my thinspiration i know that he doesnt think she's pretty and stuff (bc they're brother sisiter) but i can't help but want to be her. she's so perfect.

[DollyAna]

hey chick,good luck at the weekend.guess what i don't like my sister either,i know it's horrible to say that but she really is the biggest bitch ever going.she's older than me & she's been ana for as long as i can remember,she's never admitted it & i've never admitted my ED but i just know,from one ED person to another it doesn't take a genious to work it out,but she is blade thin,not an ounce of flab on her body,she makes posh spice look a normal size,i wish i could get rail thin...

[ThinMint06]

Dollybabe you are so funny! That really cheered me up!

I went to the gym today... no progress. But I'm going to keep at it. I am working out tomorrow too. I should start seeing more results soon. My goal is to be down another 5lbs by next Friday. I can do it.

Right?

[DollyAna]

that's the attitude girl;POSITIVE thinking...yeah go for it...

[ThinMint06]

Okay girls, here we go. I have a 5K walk tomorrow! So I'll be burning some calories there! Then I'll be with my family, so there will be pizza I'm sure, but I won't eat any. I promise!

I won't be on again until Sunday. Hopefully I'll have some good news about my weight by then!

*I can do it!*

[DollyAna]

hiya hun,i'm just wondering how your doing???

[ThinMint06]

[DollyAna]

hiya babe,s0oo glad you're doing well & that you enjoyed the weekend...

[Skinny Chick78]

Hon, I'm so glad you had a good weekend! Do I need to send you a scale? Because I could I am the liquid princess for the past 3 days, feels really good. Might need new jeans lol. I know what you mean about your dad... mine goes from great to a jerk in a minute, but lately he's ok, which is unusual but nice. Good luck on the 600 how is it going?? Love ya!