it's so hard....

[eternalsatori]

I'm 5'1. . . and 109 pounds. My fat ass beats all of yours!!!!

It sounds like you are at college, though I could be wrong. I just moved in my new roommates too, and I know all about wanting to be normal by eating like everyone else. It's hard, two of my roommates are nutrition majors like me, and they are constantly eating and cooking, and they would think it was wierd if I didn't eat with them.

My only advice is to maybe pick at it, and/or hide it? Horrible advice, I know, but it's the only thing I can think of to do. And ignore the bitchy rommate, she is probably jealous because you look better than her anyways!!

[ThinMint06]

I'm not thin at all... I'm getting there though... well trying anyway.

I spent the night down the hall the past few nights, so I'm pretty sleep deprived. I wish I could catch up. Tomorrow's my day off so I'll spend a lot of time catching some Z's.

I'm feeling lighter, my pants are looser. But I don't have a scale. So this weekend, I'll go to the store and pick one up.

I think I'll reach my goal before Christmas. I hope so!

[DollyAna]

hey that's cool feeling lighter & your pants are looser,whoo hoo you go girl!!!

[ThinMint06]

Yay! I'm doing really well

My roommate had some sort of marine sex-capades in here the past few nights, but she's gone home for the weekend. When I got home, there was a huge mess! That's so rude! The people next door said she was so loud you could hear her down the hall. Ew. I'm glad she's gone. I have the place to myself

I scrubbed the entire place, and vacuumed, Fabreezed and threw all of her crap on her desk. So it's nice and tidy for me and my boyfriend to hang out in!

I'm sure I've lost weight, girls. I can see it in my jeans. My boyfriend is gonna go wild. Wish me luck! One more day!!!!

<3 Stay strong ladies!!!!

[DollyAna]

whoo hoo...rock on sister!!!!

[ThinMint06]

Thanks everyone for all the love!

It's freezing here... I wish I were some place warm!

I'm feeling sick, thanks to cramped quarters, and have taken so much medicine and vitamins to hopefully ward off a cold. Why this weekend? AH!

But colds make my appitite disappear, so maybe it's a good thing....

Going strong today. I can't wait to see the scale... unless it's the same... I'm a little afraid. But it has to have gone down, right?

Good luck ladies! Hope everyone is having a good day!

[ThinMint06]

Hi girls. This might be the last time I'm on this weekend.

I feel like a complete moron because my professor gives these timed quizes online, and I read the wrong book (assuming that since all of the previous quizes were from one book...) So I of course bombed it with a 5/10. And I'm a little pissed off because the book that it was from wasn't even required. That's such bullshit. And it had nothing to do with the class. It was about psychology... that just put me in a bad mood.

I can't do anything right! I'm so annoying I hate myself!

On the bright side, I've been really good with my diet. I had some M&Ms, but not enough to really matter. There is no food here, so I should probably run to the market, but don't care enough to.


I hate myself so badly! I wish this teacher would have at least told us.... so frustrated. I'm never going to cut it here!!!

[runnergirl]

Hey! I'm new here, but I know exactly how you feel! I'm at college and my boyfriend is about 5 hours away. It's def easier to diet at school but it does get lonely. Good luck!

[L_Z]

have you already got the scale? I'm sure you've lost a lot. I feel so fortunate to live with my darling, but at the same I hate it when he watches me eating. School sucks, all the work makes me want to eat more. good luck to ya!

[ThinMint06]

Well I didn't get to buy a scale because that was just too much of a struggle. I'll just have to walk down the the gym once a week and jump on it there. I feel a little stupid though... oh well. I was sick as a dog for about half of the visit, and when I could finally hold something down, it didn't matter as long as I could sleep.

I had several bananas and water, and I know that I've made some improvement because my boyfriend asked me how many times a week I worked out! It's always good to have someone notice.

The second half of his visit was really nice, we went to a punpkin patch and made jack-o-lanterns, only we can't have candles, so it's a little sad to look at the pumpkin in my room. I love halloween!

I have to go back to class tomorrow. I am really sad that I'm home alone again. I miss him so badly. He'll be up next weekend with my mom... enough said, right? And then I won't see him agian until ... I'm not exactly sure... One thing I am sure of is we're meant to be. It felt so good to touch someone. When I hugged him, it clicked in my mind that I haven't touched another person in over a month.

So far so good today, hope everyone is doing well!!!

*** P.S. thank you ladies, it's nice to know i'm not alone and that this really could work out!

[Skinny Chick78]

Good job I'd lose my mind if I didn't have a scale. So glad you got to see the boyfriend.... lonlieness sucks! I love halloween too, just have to keep the darn candy to a minimum. Your cold may kill your appetite. My bronchitis definately killed mine, because now if I eat anything more than soup or salad I feel like death, my stomach must have done some major shrinking. It's good though. Gald you are doing good!!!

[runnergirl]

It sounds like you had a great time w/ your b/f! How long have you been dating him? My boyfriend and I have been doing the long distance thing during school for 2 1/2 years. So it can def work out for you! Good luck with your diet, sometimes being sick can make things easier by lowering your appetite

[ThinMint06]

My boyfriend and I have been together for over 3 and half years. High school sweethearts, but close friends for much longer. It sucks because I'm also losing my best friend. I hate having a relationship with Sprint...

I have these fudge pops that are fat free and sugar free. 30 calories a piece and sooooo good! So for any of you chocoholics, these are the perfect substitute.

I am going to hit the eliptical tomorrow at the gym. I feel a need to move my body. I wanted to go swimming... but I'm way too embarrassed.

GOOD LUCK TOMORROW LADIES!!!

[ThinMint06]

Hi ladies...

Today was a bad day. I ate a ton of junk food- pizza included. I love to endulge sometimes. But it was that out of control paniced eating.
I just kept shoveling it in. It was horrible. I was alone when I did it- I guess that was the only good thing about it. I then of course had to puke, which is such a disappointment because I was doing so well.

I hope tomorrow goes better. So bummed. I hate myself. I hate how I hold myself back. I could be so thin if I could just stop fucking eating.

[Skinny Chick78]

I have to wonder if you aren't my long lost twin sometimes.... I did the same thing with the pizza today it was not ok, and I'm still feeling the after effects. I plan on a little peppermint tea - calms the stomach. Hope you are doing better! Let me know!