Finally Free!

[Desertbird]

I was so terrified this morning that I felt as if I was going to throw up at any second. I gave my (currently ex) boyfriend the letter as we separated from our luncheon. I feel like such a coward for not dumping him face to face, but I was still upset about him yelling at me a few nights ago. I'm still kinda in a haze of delight knowing that the manipulative relationship is now over.

[airplane787]

im happy for u!!! u are a strrong women and guys that treats u this way isnt worth u...u are worth so much better take care and im soooooo happy for u!

[thin4life*_]

CONGRATULATIONS guys aren't worth it that treat you like crap and way to go on losing so much weight stay strong

[Desertbird]

I want to kick myself so hard.

Argh! I went to use a computer today and he was at a far table. Everytime I glanced his way he was staring at me. Then it got worse, he got up and took the computer next to mine. Then a (currently questionable) friend came over and started saying that we should get back together, and made us hold hands for a moment. As I got up to go, he said that he would walk with me, so as we were walking and I turned to leave for class, he asked if he could at least get a hug. So we hugged.

I'm pissed at myself for that. I don't even know why I went to the library to begin with, I knew he would be there. But it's not like I could hang out in my English professor's class the entire time, since I am avoiding all my friends because they have been questioning me about it and saying that we need to get back together. I'm too embarassed about what I let happen to tell them about it.

No matter how much anyone wants me to, I'm not going back. I'm so steamed about letting that incident happen today that I just want to scream. I'm just going to start avoiding everyone until things cool off.

[god angel]

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Just feel boring here as i'm first time joining this forum, hope that can make more frens.

Currently enjoying my holidays, and just back from Paris and Barcelona. Both these places are nice and really a good place for shopping. And of coz i did a lot of shopping there. =D

[RunningOnEmpty]

Never mind about your mates Desert Bird.

You and we know you're doing the right thing!

Keep up the good work!

ROE x

[Silk]

Hey, emm breaking up with someone is tough, espesically when your friends don'y support you ccause you can not tell them the reason why. Because even though you brooke up with them, you are still upset, cause it was like the other person who you 'loved' behaviour actually forced you to.

I know from experiance that because you ended the r'ship especially if the other person is publicly upset, that they can end up looking like the victim. From personal experiance I know (especially when you are in a close-knit school or college) when people go on- you just want to point out I ENDED FOR A REASON

Hey this is no real advise, just letting you know, so many people know what you are going through.
x

[blondie18]

You did the right thing by leaving! Don't go back. There are so many better guys in this world who will treat you how you deserve to be treated!!

[blondie18]

You did the right thing by leaving! Don't go back. There are so many better guys in this world who will treat you how you deserve to be treated!!