Guess who's back??

[*No more footprints*]

Heeey - I'm baack!

Its been around 6 months since I last posted on here I think. I went through the whole recovery process, and slowly upped my calories from 300 to 1500, but one week can completely change all that...

CURRENT STATS
5'8
HW - 170
CW - 140
LW - 135
GW - 120 (for now)
37-26-37

I just got back from a residential over in London. It was going to be my declaration that I had gotten over EDNOS and I COULD survive without having complete and utter control over my food.

Then I was ill. And couldn't eat for 3 days. And lost 8lbs.

And while I was there, I met an amazing guy. He has blown me away, I cannot believe I am this smitten after only a week. I don't think I've ever liked anyone this much. I have only spoken to him once since I came home, and the separation is really horrid. I still don't know if he likes me in the same way, even though my friends think he does.

So its back to dealing with separation the good old fashioned way. The restricting way. I don't want him to see me again if I look like a blimp.

Now I just want to go back to the days when I could eat 500 cals and lose weight!! I gained just over 12lbs in recovery, but I've already lost 7 of them!! The only thing is, I have told two of my close friends about my EDNOS, so they will be suspicious if I fast like I used to, but I can work around that...

Isn't it funny? It takes 5 months to eat 1200 calories more a day, and only a week to restrict back down... Weird how life pans out...