Cotnrol I want control...

[EquestrianBeauty]

I don't know what I should write. I'm afraid I'll make other people feel like I shouldn't want to be thinner. Its really hard to do this on my own though. So I'm hopeing I'll find friends here. Lets see a little about me. I ride horsese, Hunter Jumper style. Its my life. I love going to big shows, the ones that are for weeks at a time. I've been eighteen for almost two months now and Its not any differant from being seventeen. Lets see, I weigh 125 right now and I can't stand it. Apparently I'm overweight for me height. (I'm 5'2") My mum is my main, drive, i guess you could say, is my mum. She doesn't realize how much it hurts when she tells me I'm fat, that I need to loose weight. I know how imperfect I am. I don't know. This isn't my first time with this and I love the elation I get when I've dopped a few pounds,and the way my hip bones and ribs show through.
I guess I'll go now. I have to go to work anyway.

So..
CW:125 lbs.
GW:97-100 lbs.
Lw: 95 lbs.

- Kitty

[Skinny Chick78]

I can so relate, I am 28 and for my entire life my mom has called me fat. With help and friends we will all get there! I am new to this site and would love some friends who actually understand! Abby