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Oh by the way skinny chick, you arent the only one who knows the evil called cold stone. thats where i've been getting my ice cream lately.

Even after all the work I did yesterday I didn't even lose an ounce. I'm so frustrated it's not even funny! I've only been having a max of 500 cals a day and yet I'm not losing a thing. I just don't understand why my body hates me so! Or why I can't just be happy fat. I either need to get rid of the weight or learn to be happy fat, but neither seems to be happening. ugh!

I haven't done a single remotely active thing today. Plus I've aten a ton. I had 6 crackers with cream cheese for breakfast, then a wrap with nutella like 5 minutes after. Then for lunch I had some more crackers with a but load of peanut butter, like 3 servings I swear. And I just finished a small granny smith apple. Ugh! I'm such a cow!

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So it's been a long time since I've posted on my journal as I thought that the site had gone down, but I guess the journals didnt...

I'm using a different forum, it's called Tohwir conforums, it's okay I guess, but I liked this one much better....

I'm a cow (suprise suprise) 106 lbs, I hate periods, they make me so fat. Ive joined a competetion on the other forum, it's 6 weeks and there are points, I'm trying to fast today, but I'm supposed to go to dinner (which I don't want to because I don't want to eat, but I want to go out...)

Went for a run today at 10 am, it was 95 F out, it was great, but I'm sooo out of shape, i'm fat and nasty, I'm changing that though! August will be great! I will lose this weight and be skinny for nursing school in September!