anongirl's diet blog

[anongirl11]

Hello everyone

so it seems i'm not really restricting as much as anyone on this site, nor can I see myself ever fasting successfully - i suppose i could be ednos. but I find reading people's posts very encouraging, and I have been logging on in moments of crisis. (2 periods of bingeing in the past few months spurred me on to seek out the forum).

i'm 5 foot 1 inch, and my highest weight this year has been 144lbs!!!!!!!

that was in january. i then managed to get down to 126lbs by march and maintained that for a month or so. but after my birthday last month i had gotten lazy again and last week I weighed myself and i'd gone back up to 132lbs and was feeling really bloated.

so I have started this food diary http://getagripgirl.mydietblogger.com/
in the hopes of keeping things under control permanently.

so the past week has been the first time I have ever paid attention to calories - previously I have concentrated on just eating healthily and cutting out things like wheat and dairy. but I really want to reach my goal of 106lbs.

just over a week ago i weighed 132
today after a weekend by the seaside (fish and chips) - 129lbs
1st goal - 124 which I hope to reach in under 2 weeks from now
2nd goal - 120lbs
3rd goal - 111lbs
ultimate goal - 106lbs

then I will see how I feel and perhaps try for 100 or 98lbs.

so here goes - thanks for reading. any words of encouragement would be much appreciated.

anongirl xx

[anongirl11]

oh, btw my blog is called 2-4-6-8, but realistically I don't think I can acheive such a regimented eating pattern from day to day, and sucj low calories. as you can see I had one day under 1000cal, but have kept between 1000-1400 for the other days. aprt from yesterdays binge. ugh. I guess I'm aiming to keep within that range, and maybe if I stop getting results I will reduce to under 1000 for a while. I'll see how it goes.

My main aim is to fit into all those beautiful skinny clothes I bought speculatively that have been in my closet since I bought them!

I'm at 940cal so far today - considering my hideous crisp gorgefest yesterday I think I'll stop there.

bye for now

[lilyofthevalley]

hey

dont worry, getting between 1000-1400 is good, i cant go below 1000 or i just collapse. im averaging out at about 1200 a day, which i consider pretty good seeing as how we're supposed to have 2000 a day to maintain, and 1600 to lose. good luck! xxx

[energizer]

You shouldn't feel bad about around 1000 cals or a little more, that's not too bad. You could just try cutting out a little bit here and there, there are always little, usually high calorie things one can get out of their diet.

Good luck!

[anongirl11]

thanks lily, thanks energizer.

i just found a photo of myself the last time I was at my 1st goal weight (still 4lbs away at the moment). argh! it was almost 3 years ago now, can't beleive I haven't been that slim for that long. the awful thing is even at that weight I still have a bulge over the top of my jeans. despite this I would still be happy to acheive this goal.



1st time posting a photo - hope it works.

if it doesn't try this link - http://farm1.static.flickr.com/183/479655121_238d40010b.jpg?v=0

[Hopelessly]

hi there! its nice to meet someone roughly my height and weight, i was beginning to think i was the only person here under 5'6"! anyway thinking of you and i'd love to hear from you if you need some support or encouragement!

[anongirl11]

[ThinMint06]

I'm only 5'3'' and that's probably not even accurate, I may very well be 5'2" so, I know what you mean. I wish I were long and lean as well. My main goal now is to be tiny and fragile. Good luck today

[anongirl11]

tiny and fragile... it sounds nice. but I want to always be strong.

anyways speaking of strength or as the case may be no strength - i had a major binge last night. urgh. i feel awful and i gained 2lbs cos i haven't been able to go to the toilet. I may have to overdose on linseeds today.

I've had porridge as I think it was not having breakfast yesterday that caused me to overdo it.
so 200 cal so far - am aiming for 700 max today. plus walk to and from work burns 400cal.

wish me luck!

[anongirl11]

ok so my 700cal plan didn't work. there was half a can of beans and 2 slices of bread left in the kitchen last night. couldn't resist. mm beans on toast. but it left me so unsatisfied. i reckon that's a good thing, as I'm determined now not to eat any wheat, i'll see if I can keep going til my birthday next year. (april!!)

and I've joined may mania now! so hopefully i'll reach goal no 2 by the end of may! maybe even by the last may bank holiday weekend.

I'm so motivated now. yes!

[anongirl11]

I made it under 660cal!! woohoo.

unfortunately the scale didn't budge.

oh well - now I know I can do it I'll keep going. 126 by the bank holiday or I'll have to resort to violence with the bathroom scales.

[Hopelessly]

I'll join you on that one, i say lets all indulge in a spot of scale-bashing lol

[anongirl11]

[lilyofthevalley]

126Lbs! wow thats amazing, i wish i had your willpower and dedication. i read in one of your posts that you're going to cut out wheat for a year, so what foods are you going to be avoiding? bread and pasta obviously.... biscuits? what other foods have wheat in? im so stupid when it comes to things like that.

[anongirl11]