Ana7684's Diary

[Ana7684]

So I think I have to realize that for me the weekend is not good to diet!
Yesterday I took some laxative and the dewatering pills and they are actually working! Thank god!
Perhaps later I will go for a swim, depending on how I feel - fat!!

On Monday I can start again with eating less or nothing! I hope this time I CAN KEEP UP


*Ana

[Ana7684]

It's 10:20 am and I had
200 g of diet yogurt (84 cal)
1 small piece of cheese cake (350 cal - I guess)

My god, it's really annoying! Of course it was wrong to eat the cake but it is a colleagues birthday today!
Tonight I will go out with my boyfriend in a restaurant that has salad day on Monday it hasn't much calories!
But today I actually have the lowest weight since a few weeks (I only were lighter when I was ill and couldn't keep the food with me ... you know)
But I still think I'm too fat, everywhere on my hip and waist is fat!! I'd really like to see my hipbones again! They're gone!! It really sucks!

Take care

*Ana*

[Cerise]

Hey Ana,

you seem to do well. Congrats for your weight drop.
Don't worry too much about this piece of cake. If you'll just have some salad tonite, you'll be fine!!
I'll pm you later.
Have a good day!

[Ana7684]

*sigh* i guess I will never manage it!
Although my boyfriend and I were eating salat yesterday evening it at least had 600 calories! And I drank coke!

TODAY I will have nothing & I will go for a swim after work! And I didn't take any laxative so I feel that fat!! I hated my scale this morning!! First she showed me a wrong result: 55,4 kg (I never had that less!) and then (stupid as I am) I tried it again and of course it was wrong: 57,7 kg!! It really sucks!!!
I defenetily have to do more sports and don't have to eat that much!!

I try my best


Yours Ana


P.S. Tomorrow is my (official) weighing day!!!

[Ana7684]

I decided to invent a new diet

Monday: 400 cal
Tuesday: 500 cal
Wednesday: 600 cal
Thursday: 700 cal
Friday: 700 cal
Saturday: 800 cal
Sunday: 800 cal

That's on average 643 calories per day and that's absolutelly okay!!

So, wish me luck!

Ana

[Nifty_girl]

Good Luck and Keep up the Good Work!

[Ana7684]

Hi you all!


Yesterday was a half bad and half good day.
First I ate a lot (chocolate again!!) but I was on my crosstrainer, for 90 minutes! That’s good, and I am so proud.
Altogether I had about 1400 calories and –850 for the minutes on the crosstrainer ... so totally it were about 550 calories. Yesterday it was my 500 day so ... well, it’s still okay.

Ana

[Ana7684]

This lunch I was with my parents and I my mum cooked. They are not on diet so I had
one cordon bleu with potatos
one glass of coke
I guss in sum it were about 900 calories? My gosh!
But anyway I want to go on my crosstrainer this evening so I can burn 600 calories again

Yesterday wasn't that good too, I had at least 1200 calories ...
I guess I'm not made for dieting!

*Ana*

[Ana7684]

4:00 pm

I bought some satiation pills on the internet! 120 pieces and you should take 3 pills a day before eating! I really hope they work

I'm going home in 30 minutes ... I hope I can keep up with not eating

[anamami]

Hey chica im just another person here to give you support! You can reach your goals! Cheers to your success! Much luv!

[Ana7684]

Guys,
I will interrupt my diet for a few days, i guess for the next week. I can't stand it any longer I'm really depressed and dieting sets me anymore under pressure than I thought. Yes, I'm not strong enough but when I'm feeling better I will start my diet again.
I can't carry to problems with me!! So I hope you don't sentence me but I can't stand it! In the meantime I will read all your articles you post here, I hope it gives me strength!

So, take care and I wish YOU good luck for your diet!

Bye ... yours Ana ....


P.S. And I won't take laxatives anymore (at least not every day!)!

[Ana7684]

For 5 days i didn't count any calories! But in the meanwhile I read some post here on the forum and watched some pictures and now I feel really terrible again!
Now I try to diet again, but on the healthy way!! I will try to eat 1.200 cal everyday. It's the best, I want to lose weight healthy.
The few weeks I only ate 500 cal a day and binged every second day weren't really sucessful!

I will have 1200 cal/day
will do sport 3-4 times a week (crosstrainer, swimming etc.) and
won't take any laxative again!

I really hope it also can bring me to my wanting weight of 53 kg (GW1).


So take care
Ana

[Ana7684]

I haven't been here for quite a long time!
Unfortunately I increased nearly 5 kg (approx. 11 pounds) since the last time I was here It's so disgusting!
I really want to drop weight again and I know I can't to it in the "healthy" way! Tomorrow I will go to a gym and will go there at least 3 times a week to burn some calories and I try to eat as less as I can!

Yours Ana!

[Ana7684]

Unfortunately during the last months I gained some pounds but now I'm in a gym and doing some diet (it's more eating healthier than less) and I feel very good and I think I will do it to lose my weight again!

[Jennifer]

Stay positive and strong hun You can do it!

Jen x x