A Skinny Journey...

[Skinny_Chick]

148.5 I'm not changing my ticker yet though, I've been floating too much lately. Back to the office, having a bad morning, future hubby was driving me insane this morning.... his finances are not in order AT ALL, and he's supposed to make sure my car payment is on time. It's due tomorrow.. OVER MY DEAD BODY WILL IT BE LATE My credit was well still is screwed up, and my car payment will help correct it So, from now on I'll take my bosses advice and put all my money into the bank and just pay the darn thing myself. That seem to be what I have to do, seeing as how his own payment is a week late and he has no plans to pay it until next week. He lost his job about 3 weeks ago because he refused a load, he's got an interview today PRAYING that he gets it.. he's got 6 years of experience in it. So, that's my bad morning. With any luck it will get better. Love you all!

If anyone wants to drag me up off the floor ( which seems to be where I am right now ) please do so.

[Skinny_Chick]

UGH... it's lunchtime at the office. Seriously, I don't seem to be losing any weight by not eating lately. Last time I got like this I went from liquids and such to fast back to liquid and it worked BEAUTIFULLY But now, I just seem to be a food mess. I'm wondering if I should eat then restrict then go to the soups and such and fast and back. Hell if I know. Someone please give me some advice, lately I'm just messed up Love you all!

[Skinny_Chick]

What a busy week I've been working like crazy... The scale is down to 148 even and that's with a bloated case of pms! I'll have to change the ticker. Don't have any plans to eat except for coffee, and maybe something on the way up north. 4 days of vacation bliss I'm going to love to see what the scale says next week when I'm not bloated
This wedding planning is driving me nuts.. I hired a planner and I'm still going nuts. My fiance is flipping out about prices even though they fall into our budget, which means he's stressing me out BAD But my planner says everything will be fine, and I believe her. But she doesn't have to sleep with a guy who's head spins around every time a price for anything comes up. Everything will be fine I'm sure.. He acts like we're sprending ALL of our own money. And that's about as far from the actual truth as you can get. 98 % of it is my parents money. As long as my planner keeps it under a certain amount, we're fine. But he doesn't seem to agree. My parents are footing the bill for almost everything, rehersal dinner and all, they're ok with it but, my fiance doesn't seem to be, he didn't like the cheaper idea though. I'll be fine, at least the scale is kinder to me this week Love you all!

[Skinny_Chick]

148.5 still I'll take it. I totally needed a holiday this weekend. Went up north, had a blast.
I'm stressing again. I hired my wedding planner for help planning my wedding ( duh, why else would I hire a wedding planner ). But really this is getting out of hand. She's telling me one story, my fiance another, and my mother yet another story. It's a mess. I was flipping out on my fiance the other day, because I thought he was making a huge deal out of something.... all for something my planner said. Then my mom was trying to tell us something else. UGH I'm not real sure what's going on, but it's a train wreck here. Not real sure what I should do Anyone have any ? Love you all!

[Skinny_Chick]

Lunch... yikes 1 bagel from my favorite bagel place.... 350 cal, plain. If I'm careful for the rest of the day I can stay under 600. I've been contemplating another fast because my weight has started to drop, that's usually when I have better luck with the liquid fasts.... soup, diet soda, tea, water and the likes. Maybe the middle of the week or so... will think about it, it's harder for me to pull those off lately with future hubby around all the time. Love you all

[Skinny_Chick]

Morning everyone Yesterday went well.... Dinner ended up being crackers.. 50 cal. 400 total for yesterday.

The scale is holding at 148.5, it hasn't gone up so that's a good thing. Need to finish getting ready for work soon, I've been working myself crazy lately. I might start the liquids thing again today. The last time I did it the results were fantastic, I dropped about 20 lbs doing it. It's definately worth a shot again.... If not today then tomorrow.

Good luck and SKINNY VIBES to all of you today

[*No more footprints*]

Hey skinny_chick! Congrats on your weight loss so far hun!

Just felt like droppin a line because you mentioned IBS - I've got it too and I find that even when I lose weight, I still look bloated because of it! And you mentioned bagels as well - I find these are a trigger for my IBS (a tasty trigger, but a trigger nonetheless) do you eat a certain brand, or do you just ignore the IBS?

Just me bein nosy!

*NMF*

[ele]

i have IBS as well bread makes me bad and rice, but i also find if i go on a fast it can make me bloated and in pain.
oh good luck with wedding planes

[Skinny_Chick]

Thanks ladies I try to only have half or a quarter of a bagel.... too much bread, veggies, fruit, stress, spaghetti sauce, salad.... it's easier to say that EVERYTHING messes with my stomach to a certain extent. That's why I try to only eat small amounts, sometimes REALLY small amounts. As in 2 bites of this and 1 bite of that with 3 bites of something else. Lately it's been bad, but I'm losing weight SLOWLY but I'm going in the right direction. I don't eat any 1 particular brand of bagel, usually I just have 75 or 100 cal worth of bagel. A half or a quarter. I'm still working, for another 3 hours ugh. Tired, stressed out because my wedding planner is a mess... fortunately future hubby and I aren't a mess, we were for a minute. Not hungry today, just bored. Lunch was a fruit cup, 75 calories according to calorieking. Sometimes fasting messes with me, that's how I became the Liquid Queen, because soup and tea help my stomach, so i eat a ton of that stuff Will see how dinner goes Not sure yet. Get ready for Just Lose June! Love you all

[Skinny_Chick]

Almost June Jubilation It's only 9:00 am here and already I've had 16 oz of *Aquafina*, 12 oz Diet Pepsi, and 6 oz Sugar Free, NonFat, Vanilla Latte 68 calories........ will probably eat today, in preperation for June Jubilation to prevent disaster later on. We'll see how today goes Hopefully well. GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU! SKINNY VIBES

[Skinny_Chick]

JUNE JUBILATION IS FINALLY HERE Thankfully I got up this morning and the scale is back to 148.5 where it was the last few days It's a starting point for June. I can't wait for 6:00 pm to show up tonight... I need my weekends I've been working myself to death lately, have to pay the bills though So, I've got to get ready for work now. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE! SKINNY VIBES TO YOU ALL

I WILL BE STRONG ... I WILL BE GOOD ENOUGH

[Skinny_Chick]

I'm going to accidentally end up on the apple diet... apple for lunch with a large diet coke . and will have one for dinner. Think I'm going to have to fire the wedding planner, and just go to Vegas to get married lol. I can't take the stress... it makes me want to EAT.... NOT SO GOOD! She's kind of a mess, and seems to tell everyone a different story. My fiance and I never ever fought, until she showed up.. BAD news I tell you Am I the only one who's ever had total wedding problems lol??

[Skinny_Chick]

Taking my apple to work, along with my water and chicken broth. Damn chicken from last night caused the scale to fly to 150 but, that's typical when I eat at 11 pm. So today it's apple, chicken broth, maybe soup for dinner. That's pretty much it. I might throw a salad into the mix... future hubby said something before he left for work about going to our favorite place for dinner. Soup, Salad and diet soda will get me through that Love you all Skinny vibes

[ele]

i started last week to eat apples, i,ve been having an apple for breakfast and then i with bit of salad for dinner, will see tomorrow on weight day if its worked

[Skinny_Chick]

Another day at the office almost over Fortunately, UNO's has a website with nutrition information .... makes it easier to plan my dinner. Otherwise I'd be a mess, going straight home then to dinner. I hate having to attempt to guess in a restaurant only to Calorie King it later to find out that whatever I had was HORRIBLE . So, I'm terribly obsessed with restaurant nutrition information these days. I won't eat out unless Calorie King lists the restaurant or the restaurant has their nutrition information on their web site. That's just the way I need to have it.

The wedding planner is getting fired . Yay for a Las Vegas wedding My fiance and I have NEVER fought until she came into the picture and started telling everyone a different story NOT A GOOD SITUATION, so we'll plan and pay for our own damn wedding There's probably something I should be doing around here before I leave, but I'm not in the mood today. Skinny evenings to you all. I probably won't be around again until late this evening or tomorrow morning